Final is around the corner

Final is just around the corner..
Everyday I'm Studying...
Notes... Reference books...tutorials....
Damn tiring.. My eyes.. My brain.. Gonna burst soon..
I was having a nap just now..
I dream mummy daddy and my bro.. Even in my dream, there is still an intrapersonal communication which telling myself to go study stop wasting time here.
Damn Stress !
Wish me luck in Final.
Keep Charging. ^^

Change myself !

My Life .. My Character ..
I did realize something wrong with me, but I just selectively not to think about it, ignored it, because as long as I happy, I enjoyed myself.
I think I can take myself for granted, but now I realize it wasn't like that.
In this society, it doesn't work. This kind of character and personality failed.It works only in front of my dearest parents and closest person. But in the society, I'll be disqualified.
Ever since I realize something that darken my beautiful world in my lifetime, it wouldn't stop continue becoming darker until now, my imaginary wonderful world is almost darken. I like damn disappointed. But this world is really very grey as I'm always afraid to face it.
But anyhow, no matter how strong will that I'm not going to change myself for others and just to be myself, it's all bullshit when you met someone who meant something to you, eventually you will change it !
It wouldn't be easy. But I believe I can !
It's just as simple as you don't want to lose him or her.
No matter how, the things that I should improve I will try my best to do so, as these are all for my own good. That's why that somebody is only my motivation to do so.
I know I will thank him one day.

SMILE =)

No Pain No Gain !

Ever since I'm here started my University study life.
Individually, I learnt a lot of things that it's true I'll never learn it if I'm staying at hometown besides my dearest parents as a Princess.
" No Pain, No Gain ! "
Great wordings I often tell myself recently.
Since I'm here, I've learnt a most valuable things for me is to be Independent.
I get use to be alone. I get use to settle things by my own self.

Well, an incident to share in this updates.
As you know, my transportation everyday from hostel to campus, to and fro is bicycle.
Within a month, I had bicycle accident twice ! Yes, It's twice.
Now I damn phobia of cycling.
Today is the second time I fell from bicycle, but lucky that I didn't seriously injured like last time, (2 weeks ago).
My friend said that I didn't have good cycling technique. haha
Damn Phobia. Some more today evening there was an exam.
Phewww.. lucky hands not injured. Thank God.

Moreover here,
recently my lifestyle is just exactly like a zombie, looks like a panda, acts like a cadaver.
Damn tiring life. For example, these 3 days I continuously got 3 tests, tomorrow there is a presentation for me, I some more yet well prepared.
Sleeping hours daily less than 5hours.
Yawn all the day, Sigh everywhere ...
Arghh... I just need to relax. Aiks..

Here I am,

Extreme Panda eyes, Tiring face ! >.<

Gambate. Good Luck for me ! ^_^
3 more days, I can have a deep break for 2 days maybe?!
LOL. more than enough for me to sleep for a whole day, energy charging.... Haha

Uni-Life

Hey guys, How are you recently ?!
I'm not really good here =(
As you know, I'm here attempt to adapt my Uni-Life. It's uneasy as I think.
But much things I've learnt here, but the most valuable things I'd learned was INDEPENDENT.
This is one I'll never learn at my hometown when my parents besides me.
I must adapt having meal alone, or maybe even alone inside the room for a whole day.
This small little town has no shopping complex, no cinemas, no karaoke. I've totally lost all my entertainment.
Anyway, I shall take time to adapt, most of the time instead of in the University, I'll just closed myself inside my room and never come out until I'm going out when I'm hungry.
So my Life here is just Sleep, Study, Eat. Nothing much entertain me. So it's quite boring.
Let's talk about last week, really bad luck so I think. Both of my bicycle tyre punctured within one week. OMG ! But I never forget to Smile. And so I can carry on my life with positive minded thoughts.

I'm so stressful with my foundation studies right now.
Seem nothing I'll earn for every trimester of mine instead I just keep on studying and put more efforts on it.
I really don't know how can I do it,
3 lab reports for 3 different science subjects "every week", tutorial for 5 subjects every week, assignment and examination. Ohh dear.. Sigh*
What I just can say is, Keep Charging !

Nothing much here to share, just I'm trying to find some joy in the boring life ^_^

Something to share with you,

A beautiful sunset and so I liked.

And, I'm going back hometown this weekend, so damn excited. Hehe.
So Good Luck for me, see you soon.

Stone on my shoulder

I'm a Big Big Girl In a Big Big World,

There is a Big Big Stone on my shoulder.

*Sigh .... Take a deeeeeep breath. =(

And, I'm Stressful.

I'm nervous, I think I can't finished my subjects revision, even until now, my history also not yet done, others? No need to talk about that, not yet even touch it !!! Arghhh !!!!

Actually I'd planned to skip school classes today and take my time at home try to complete two more chapters subjects of history. But, ever since last time mummy went school to take the report book that was once a year, my form teacher had made a complain on me keep on skip school classes. Funny! I skip classes only before exam, I need time to study at home, some more school teachers are not teaching at that time also, I just stay at home and study. What the matter?? *Wonder why I am following the rules stupidly, my friend's parents didn't attend, at last she'll also get the report.

Who cares the testimonial ?! I don't care! I want my results to be the Best of mine! Mummy, If my results not good, my testimonial get A+ so what?? The college or university won't because of my testimonial gets A+ but with my sucks result, they let me in, isn't?? So who cares the testimonial? I could get it from another teacher, my form teacher this year already dislike me.

My Goodness!!!

I could smell the taste of Trial paper just coming forward to me =(

I could feel the pressure and stress while sitting for the exam. ;(

たすけてください！！！

Good Luck Girl ;)