Stone on my shoulder

I'm a Big Big Girl In a Big Big World,

There is a Big Big Stone on my shoulder.

*Sigh .... Take a deeeeeep breath. =(

And, I'm Stressful.

I'm nervous, I think I can't finished my subjects revision, even until now, my history also not yet done, others? No need to talk about that, not yet even touch it !!! Arghhh !!!!

Actually I'd planned to skip school classes today and take my time at home try to complete two more chapters subjects of history. But, ever since last time mummy went school to take the report book that was once a year, my form teacher had made a complain on me keep on skip school classes. Funny! I skip classes only before exam, I need time to study at home, some more school teachers are not teaching at that time also, I just stay at home and study. What the matter?? *Wonder why I am following the rules stupidly, my friend's parents didn't attend, at last she'll also get the report.

Who cares the testimonial ?! I don't care! I want my results to be the Best of mine! Mummy, If my results not good, my testimonial get A+ so what?? The college or university won't because of my testimonial gets A+ but with my sucks result, they let me in, isn't?? So who cares the testimonial? I could get it from another teacher, my form teacher this year already dislike me.

My Goodness!!!

I could smell the taste of Trial paper just coming forward to me =(

I could feel the pressure and stress while sitting for the exam. ;(

たすけてください！！！

Good Luck Girl ;)