何で私??

The Day sunlight came out, seem a wonderful day that could rube all unhappy 'yesterday'! But, my life would not change, not peace anymore, not a child anymore, i'm just a pretending life good, a 16 years old girl.
Sometimes, sun is pretty nice, makes people heart bright, let rainbow shows their beauty colour, but sometimes sun make people feel irritate hot!
For me Now, sun is become darker now deep in my heart, no more sunlight but rains fallen down..tunder sound keep close my ears.
I don't want to be anyside of you both, not centre too. I just want you both to get me a normal life that what a child must be! But not involves in adults world! I dont wanna cry every single night! I just want to smile 'truly' every single day!
Can't you do this?! Just to make MY SUN shine..
私は切ない...でも，泣くなよ!!!
けれども、私はもうそれを希望しないであろう！