The Missing Pieces of My Life

     Life, will never ever perfect. It's just like, no one will ever smile perfectly.
     I'm sure that everyone will have the hidden-self. The part of themselves that only they know about it. There's also the hidden part of their Life with those sadness no one will ever understand. Some people who experienced the pain will never wanna others to feel that. Because they know, once there's pain, the scar will always be there.
     I'm tired of thinking and re-calling memories these days.
     I know that I shouldn't be like this. This period, I should've burned up the night fighting for the assignments and the coming examination. But, I didn't. I tried to make myself busy with things to do, but still there's little space for me to think.
     I wanna stop thinking because I don't wanna re-call those memories, I don't want to make myself regret,        I don't wanna think that you're just gone like that.
     For a thousand times that my father told me, it is good for her. I understand, but isn't it too soon for me?! I just can't accept that she leave me like that. She promised that she'll wait me finished studies, only she'll be relieved.
     My life is just like a mirror, me and my family will always be there for sure, and I can change the background wherever I go with them. It might not be the perfect one but used to be a complete one. But now,  it's not only cracked, there are yet missing pieces.

     No matter how, You'll stay Forever in my Heart.

     I Miss You, and I will always Love You !