I'm Glad to have HIM (4)

Since we got back together, we've never been better.

Somehow, I feel he changed. Not becoming worse, but better instead.

From what I know, what was happened in the past six months makes him feel sorry.

He tried to make us new memories, so that I can replace those little things somewhat hurts me last time.

However, my brain tends to figure out something sometimes. 

For an excuses, maybe I was afraid. I don't know whether this happiness will last. 

I don't know when I have to deal with those things again.

Recently, somehow I practice myself to get prepared for everything that will probably happen again.

Even though it became a kind of stress for me.

It is true that this choice is mine, I've make the decision. I will deal with it.

No matter what, I have to trust him since I gave him the chance.

For the past half year, all worries and frustration burdened me every single day.

Now things seems to go more smoothly, worries and frustration reduces.  

Although argument still happens within two of us, but we can deal with it in a better way.

Still, I appreciate everything he had done for me. 

Hope that we'll be Alright for now and in the future.