I'm Tired...

Recently, I felt that started agitate when you talk to me..
feeling like dont like what topics or what just you talk to me..
felt tired on it.. like we are not in the same world..
Sometimes feel funny on what u told, seem thats not actually is. but, not dare to correct you, cause you make me phobia to talk to you.. scare and tired to argue with you.. always get scolded and blame.. phobia and fed-up already..
Sometimes I really do not understand why.. Still need to accept it..
I hate you always talk about 'him' infront of me.. Is it I haven't come out in your mind even once? Are you really just caring 'him' ?
Ohhh.. I'm not gonna to think all this question anymore.. Get down, forget about it..
I'm Tired..