I hope to get a place to rest

I hope that I can live happy everyday as today..In form 4 really make me feel stress..everyday study..tuition..do homework..
Last time when I want start my tuition at Forest, I take 3subject that is chemistry, physics and add maths..actually I'm goin to take prinsip akaun, but, mummy said "wah, take so many subject will study till gila or not? after school want do homework then have tuition.." But, today mummy change already..still want me add two more subject that is english and malay.." malay is ok..she didnt call me go..Me myself also scared can't handle it.. But why..? why last time u say that..this time u say that..haiz..i feel very stress..everyday..everyday..aiaya..dont know how to say la..u won't understand me..the one who study is not u..U just know how to force..eventhough in your mouth u said u are not forcing me.. In home..I feel lonely, no one can share things with me..I just hide myself in the room..outside..no place go la.either school or tuition centre, all pressure place..Give me some place to breath..take a rest..